She walks around the forest,
Sat on the rock and watched the sunset
Until the last light of the dim.
She chased almost every day.
She’s been in pain, inner peace crumbled and
Only revenge lodge behind.
Her thoughts fought
What left behind should pull out of where it will be.
The girl who hasn’t been
Herself lately, nor every day.
I know how it feels to
Catch yourself
Daydreaming and lost.
I know you are trying really hard
To get that lost spark back.
I Feel you,
I was the girl, Once upon a time.
And so,
I want to remind
You few things-
Write down on a paper,
What you’ve been feeling,
It will give you clarity.
Cry if you feel like it,
You’ll regain sparkle and shine again.
‘Till then you’ll have to do yourself a favour
and have Faith,
What missin’ is to know the kind of things that stresses you,
It is important to know yourself,
Your mental peace should be
Your first priority,
Turn on your fave music in Spotify,
call your bestfriend
talk randomly.
Cry out loud if it has to,
I need you to know that there
Are people who are your shoulder,
A Handkerchief, that you are enough
And appreciated,
Your time is gold,
Keep them close.
People are all the same
But the behaviour and how the perspective
defines the difference.
They both stay, isn’t me and it isn’t you.
Tragically drawn to one another and
Eventually fall apart.
Let’s enjoy whatever it is we have,
When we’re done, I wouldn’t know
What else to give you
Other than just another story.
And that alone might be the
most amazing thing we’ll ever
Live to tell.
She woke up from the dawn
It’s 11:30 pm since the sunset.
She stood and walk
Thinking what kind of dreamt she had
Morpheus,” she asked. Can I sleep back and give me a nightmare I’d never had.?
They don’t talk each other at all.
No contact but seen intact communication
No calls, no text nor messages
No acknowledgement,
No effort for apologies.
Empty inbox.
Damages she felt.
He prove it wrong
To make it right.
Like a shadow and bone from Leigh Bardugo’s story.
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They torned apart, what left are remnants
Of dormant memories.
Desire,despair and Corinthian came along
But fate stood while dream plays.
She put her bike aside and took the guitar
play badly where she used before,
Back to December by tailor swift was her favourite to play and
Avril Lavigne ‘Wish you were here.,” distracted and played gracefully
Every time you don’t set a boundary
With someone else,
You violate your own inner truth.
She left and vanished like she always do.
Fleeing and alone by herself,
Spongebob said”, what if I break your trust someday?”
Well,Patrick didn’t think twice to answer.
Trusting you
Is my decision,
Proving me wrong is your choice.
You will be okay.
Pain changes everything.
Close your eyes.Breathe.
You will 𝐛e fine.This day is hard, and tomorrow
Will be harder, but it will get easier soon.
It has to.
Keep waking up each morning,
Bring back those curves on your face,
That small glimmer that used to take up your
Entire face.
Keep spending each night tucking away your fears
Into the pleats of a heart that has felt too much and know—
Whoever that someone who made you miserable
One day,
you’ll just laughed
what has been lost,
what has been caused.
And one day you’ll say,
Back off. I’m a queen,
an alpha. He turned you once
a cold hearted person,
triggers to savage everyone that hurts
you the most,
and place you into position
that you’d lost yourself,
uncontrollably, unhealthy.
Heart hisses in pain,
vulnerable and fall into pieces,
Just know— the bleeding stops
That one day you won’t have to hide to anyone.
One day the sun will cast a yellow glow
So bright that will light up everything that has
Dimmed inside you.
One day,
You will bite your lips as you see your reflection in the mirror
And feel a kindle of happiness
Your cheeks slowly bundling up into a familiar grin
That you haven’t seen for a while
You won’t have to force yourself
To get out from bed.
There have been many storms worse than what you had right now
Moments where you felt helpless,
you fell 100 times
Rise 101.
You will survived,
You’d been before.
We don’t walk into a room and turn on the dark switch.
Wherever You go-
Choose to turn on your light.
People you spent and effortly more time
Give you back less than you thought.
Leaves you the pockmark
That will reminds you
Smackeroo and clutch
The day you both felt where the clock stops
connections and chemistry,sparks mutually,impulsive
wild and unright.
They are the so called wasted and toxic.
You ran and finished them done and dusted.
You’re never too much
And you’re always enough.
She reminded that seventeen floor,
He stood behind and hugged her so tight.
That’s wan chai,
And that is where you live
Northpoint! He pointed his index finger
And put back to her waist.
What a lovely day she had,
They cuddled all day long.
Cook foods and eat together.
They laughed, sat on the couch and tell random stories.
I have come to know
That the deeper our pain
The more we will
Have to let go many more times
Than the pain itself.
It takes time to heal,
But don’t lose yourself when
Someone doesn’t care,
That toxic person is a red herring.
You’d been happy like almost everyday,
After all,
You built an amazing moments
And left a terrible history.
Voice is louder than words.
Just because you
Lost me as a person ,Doesn’t mean you gained me as 𝖺𝗇 enemy
I’m bigger than that,
Words and actions doubt
And even actions question,
But I never doubt the patterns.
I still wanna see you eat,
Just not at my table at all,
Why stay?
Why not to leave?
Someone will never disturb you at all
In the first place,
Pretty liar or gossip 𝗀𝗂𝗋𝗅?
“No offence but F* you
For using me to make you happy,
Until you felt that you didn’t need me
Anymore.
And left wondering where it went wrong.
And left seems like we never what we had..
It’s your worse mistake.
You are a keeper.
The entire universe will
Remind you,
Keep the person
You love the most
That’s why I have you.
You are enough,
More than enough to me.
He said unconditionally.
𝖢𝖫𝖣📍
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